worst day FUCK!!!!

Dear blogr

toda i feel worst really worst!! knak ku asa cmtok oiiii.....sial!!!!knk hdup ku mcm tok xsmgat alu!!
pa kna ngan ku tok sia xnyman ctok xnyman smua xnyman asa.....knak ku diberi jlan cmtok......ku mok g cney gk....kja nang xda smgat alu.....knak ku dpt tmpat kja nok bodo cmtok cam taik jak!!!knak knak knakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!choi aaarrrr.....ku bncik dirik ku mpun ku bnci jlan hdup ku mcm tok......ku xmok kja ctok gk...ku mok pg jaoh!!!!SIALLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!

BORINK1000000!!!!!!

KU pg mokok td best alu ddok sorg dpt tmbuk dnding!!!bagus nang nyman asa tngan!!!!kek!!!!
aarrrgggghhhh asa mok ngrja sumtng jak ku tok!!!

Bai aarrr...!!!!!

its monink 150711....

helo blogger,

its been a long time im not tellin u bout my day...hurmm so sorry...
2 days im not really feel very well...owez headache...n da doctr said dat im in stress a.k.a tention...
dis monink oso i go to work...but still headache oso...wat a suck month to me...=''(
im feel empty....im not tinkin to much but why n what are play around in my mind.....mayb im tired mayb im not enough rest...n mayb people around me owes push me n push me......

dis monink oso my mom told me dat i must enjoy my work...ofcoz im enjoy n i like my work but people around me are not polite....they only noe talkin bout OTHERS people only.....my eyes cant really see....i dunoe y all dis happen to me...dis year.....my smile my laugh its slowly gone from me...please!!!! its make me cry all da time....i want to be "MICHELLE a.k.a CHILL" like bfore...i want my happiness back to me...n dont gve me stress a.k.a tention anymore....i back on u....!!!!!


LOVE,
hazel roses...

borink day

hye...(sad)
hurmmm mgeluh pnjang2....knak borink jak asa kmk tok ka...me dh xda mood ntuk kja...knak ka...kja pon owg xhargai pa yg kta wat....me nak pg jaoh2...mgkin ketentuan diberi oleh NYA bukan untk bkja...n jalan slpas tok mayb untuk study balit...gpun hati me dh terbuka untuk study balit...pastok me nekad untk study....xmok pkir bnyak bnda gk...xperlu mok mikir kan pa jak smua nya....keceriaan me dh xda gk time tok...xmcm dlok gk...pa guna kja wpun gaji ada...p xda guna juak kja mcm tok...sorg2 jak xda backup...choi arr robot pun boleh rosak mun di buat cmtok evryday...bukan me tok mati x kja ctok...bnyak gk jalan lain...mun mok mgjar impian mmg sukar cuz susah untk me bawa drik jd sowg ARTIS yerdehhh....hurmmm mun mntak polis gk jaoh n susah mok dpt kja ya...better gk study nak..xbinggong gk pasya...cuma pkir study jak n bjaya...study stdy jak2...xda siapa yg dpt phm hati me kat ctok...smua nya sombng2 jak...dh la eyyhh susah owg nektok.....

paling mek x suka mun owg mejal...mejal n mejal...xjuak ngnang khidupan me tok...smpai dady mdh ingat hotel ka ko kuar masuk kuar masuk umah tok....tweinggg dh knak durik dh tnga tok aie eyhh....hurmmmmm....pa la nsib bdn...ingin mok mulakn khidupan baru...ya la dlok bkwan ngan owg nok salah mun x dh habis kali stdy ya...xhal la xda guna myesal dudi nak...smpai da msok jail gk ya hurmmm...kisah silam yg amat bodoh!!!y u so stupid dlok chill...hurmmmm wpun mulut sntiasa snyum p xda owg tauk yg dlm hati nun mngis jak2...spa la mok tauk...pa yg trsirat dl hati me tok....

kehidpan yg bnyak alu susah senang ....plg bnyak nya is susah la...sakit hati plg bnyak cuz slalu mgalah ngan owg...cpa jak la me tok di mata owg...hurmmm asa mok nges jak mun ngnng nsib dirik cmtok...p wat to do...only GOD noe wat i want in my life....frusted with life...b4 trlambat try to find a better n can accpted me to studied again....please siapa yg knl me tok doa2 kan la agar dpt tmpat untk studied n me akn dpt bukti kan kat owg n fmly yg me mmg dpt mgejar impian me...........

LOVE,
hazel roses...

not in a good day

helo blogger,,,
today m workin its shit u noe...smua xpat tok xpat eyh...benci...asa mok benti kja jak kmk tok....mok pg mlng xda trnspot...nang receive fax pon fax rosak...pa mcm kja cmtok...dh x tentu arah dh kmk tok bkja nektok..pa hal ka hoh....kmk tauk da owg ya nang ngnang mek jak2 koh...hurmm p pa boleh wat nya jauh .....

tention palak kmk tok bh...wat i 1 2 do...hurmm memberontak di tempat kja...boleh x?hehehee
td pon dh ngrja fax mchne pastok pa gk ooww....pening dh plak otak kmk tok sbb kja sorg2 cmtok..elek pon dh hilang...heran hh!!

dh la dh la....lak pdh gk k...muahhzzz....wewitt slm ngan nok study ya heheee....=)

she will gone far away from me........

Dear blogger,

dis monink im so sad...she will go far away from me..but its ok...she will be in my mind n heart owez...laznite i meet her..b gve me barney its so cute i like hehee....n b kss me feel like me xmok lpaskan b mlm ya..but wat to do...dat is d laz we touch our lips n hand...bkan xmok lyan fb komen b mlm td but me mgantok...ttido smbil dgr lagu tema me n b...thanks for evrything b...

do care urself if d reach there k...dgr jak record lagu yg me bg b mun b wndu kat me k....

me xtauk mok mdh pa gk...me akn tetap mwindui b k...muahhsss!!!!


LOVE,
hazel roses..

dunoe how to say it.....

eerrgghhh....knak cmtok aie...knak knak knak...xtauk gk kmk mok ungkap kan word ya...xtauk cmney gk mok mdh yg kmk bna2 windu ktk.!!sakit asa mek ctok...asa mok nges jak!!p kmk xmmpu......lagu "rasa ini: ya pun dh ckup pa nok dlm hati mek time tok...pa ktk dh molah ngan hati mek tok aiee.....mek  rasa mek mena2 dh syg ngan ktk bha.....ktk dh ambik hati mek....ktk dh gnggam hati mek....mek xmmpu mnhan rasa rindu tok....knk b molah me cmtok..knk brik me asa tok.....mun dpat mek mok jerit mdh "KAMEK WINDU SAYANG NGAN KITAK B!!!!".........

LOVE,
hazel roses

mishing sum1....

hye blogger...

gd.monink...why today me feel so weird..feel like im mish n really mish sum1..laznite i've clash with my "gerek" n i was thinkin bout sum1 else...its her....she's da 1 who really mish me...dis monink i read her blog..feel so touching..thanks cuz aprreciate me more then i think..i juz 1 to cry but its only inside my heart..

tmrrrow she will leave from bntulu n go far away from me..only dis blog n fb will connect us....please b please take care urself if u reach there...study more n dun b lazy k..=) drink more water...remmber me here k...dun ever forget who "HAZEL ROSES" is ok...owez on9 oso...=)

n thanks to u b cuz d edit the pixcha..its so nice n im so happy..=) keep all my pixcha in u n ur heart n ur mind..even im not with u n urs...but i noe who is more care n luv me in my life...


LOVE,
   hazel roses
      muahhzzzz!!

smile

helo blogger...

knk kmk tok aie...senyum jak kmk time tok doh knk tok oowww......xlkang senyuman tok aie....mok juak berenti p xpat..hehehee dh mek tpon ngan nya alu camtok asa hahaa...pa ka kmk tok...jatuh cnta lagi lagi lagi ku jatuh cnta heheheee.....dh dh ......xmok abis snyum tok eyhhh hahahahaaa............

monink love...

helo blogger...

hurmm i feel today im so sick...cuz not cleep laznite...now in d ofce seem like im not in d offce..hehee...dis monink shine a new mood n life....yahh juz let laznite be like dat only...who care...if sum1 didnt care bout me...so..hows my lollipop...still notyet wakeup...want me to wake u up is it lollipop...=)...its ok...juz cntinued ur cleep k hehee...hurmm my "gerek"juz now..i d say monink to her lor...=)

today need to go to mlng...bcome an "along" .....eeww borink wat....ayeerrr.....laznite sum1 makes me smile n laughing...thanks to her...like her advice me "juz care bout urself..dun care bout people dat owez make u sad" yes i will remmber wat she told me...thanks 2 u....

n dis monink oso my sister said she wants me to cntinued my study at poly mukah...aauuwwww hehehee...sum1 is waitin 4 me thre lor...=) wish i can get thre oso...studied again again n again....

love hazel
muuaahhzzz

today is suck...

dear blogger..
im so so so sad to hear my fwenz told me he been scoled with mr.andre...eerr so rude dat stupid guy.
he did not tink bout others feelin...so stupid u r...dats why ur workers did not respect u as a boz bodo!! i want to leave dis job but i didnt noe where i want to go..studying? hurmmm so diffcult to me....mayb its not easy wat im thinkin is...im not really noe bout studying...not intrested hehehe mayb...feel like i want to take a sick leave...borink....only facebook be my fwens iin dis ofice..no one else lor...jus bcus of the camera i cant go there go here...yahh!!1 more such a stupidy bosses around here..bla...bla...bla...and blaa....choi lar...ayerr....

hari pertama ada blog hahaaa.....wink**

thanks for the blogger ahahaaa....do noe wat i want to say....